I'm not sure what my problem has been since I got back to Italy. Maybe it's jet lag? Lack of exercise? Maybe just stress? I'm really not sure, but I feel very unlike myself.
I've tried to focus on positive things like my photography or my upcoming trips, but inevitably I keep sinking into a big void of not caring about what I'm doing right now.
Part of the problem is I'm worried about Sean right now. His back is hurt, and if you've read this blog for long you know it's serious enough he could be medically discharged for it. He hurt it again on the way back from R&R and we have no idea what's going to happen to him right now. The thought of getting out of the Army right now in this economy is kind of scary to me, but really if that happens, I'll just have to deal with it. I can't sit here and worry about it.
Here's hoping tomorrow's spin class will put me back on track to my normal self!